Saturday, February 7, 2026

Security Testing Journal Entry | w/e Friday February 6, 2026 - "Sailed Through the Storm" Ed.


Highlights for the week

Back from vacation and felt more exhausted (and bored) than I did at the start. And I can't think of a better metaphor to describe how 2026 has gone so far than enduring 11 days of minimal sleep, some wonderful outings in Puerto Rico, Tortola, and Puerto Plata (DR), followed by a harrowing night at sea, an uneventful outing in St. Maarten, and the skipped port of St. Thomas. Conclusion: We made it out of the storm and we will make it through these dark financial times.

The ship's captain did as good a job as he could, given the circumstances, and we fared better for it in the long-run. That being said, the back-half of the cruise was so boring. The cruise line cancelled shows, reduced onboard activities to bare minimum, and there was just no happy vibes or positive energy reciprocity. A do over cruise is being discussed!!

Breakthrough!! Did some hardcore vibecoding with Google Gemini and resolved a minor issue with getting the tables to show up on google doc. Now it is set with proper column widths, header style and what-not!!

What We’re Grateful For

  1. As stated earlier, grateful to have had the opportunity to go on a cruise in the first place.
  2. Grateful to have made it back ashore in good spirits. We endured a bad storm with rough seas and 109 m.p.h winds that rocked our ship like cork.
  3. Grateful to have had the time at BVI to reflect, recharge, and reassess my health and mental well being. A huge step forward in getting to a good place spiritually.
  4. Grateful that I get to wake up and live to see new islands and have new experiences. Poor in finances but rich in well-lived experiences.
  5. Grateful that I get to share these wonderful memories with wife and child, letting the pictures record the memories that will endure for a lifetime.

What We Loved

  1. As always, loved the travel and cruising. Will need a break for a bit, but a do-over cruise is strongly being considered.

What We Learned

  1. This week was a quiet week for learning. The time was spent recouperating, and relaxing.
  2. Starting a new pen test so more on that next week.
  3. Mentoring is going well, but I suspect my mentee has conflicting priorities and is not taking our time seriously. Will have to recalibrate.
  4. On a deeply personal level, I'm learning to value my time and energy. Where do I want to devote my time? Whom will I give my energy to? All good questions.

What We Longed For

  1. I will have to recalibrate my vision and tune it up for clarity.
  2. Need a paycheck and benefits more than I need a job I'm going to ultimately hate.

What We Loathed

  1. Job Hunt - back on. So tired of seeing jobs I've applied to (and rejected from) get reposted. Is this a joke or am I being lied to?