Highlights for the week
An idea is born in my mind that I may need to flesh out more: A YouTube Channel for new testers starting out - Testnology.
Been waking up at 3 am these last couple of days, and meditating on who I am and what I want out of life. I'm beginning to think I may never work again. And I don't know if this AI learning is going to pan out. I'm contemplating starting an AI slop consulting firm, but not totally sold.
Tuesday was an awesome day with attending the The AI Pen-Testing Conference. Learned a ton.
Had a fun Friday, where I interviewed for the role of "Cheese Monger." Odd title, but fingers-cross I can start earning something .. literally, anything!!
The soul becomes dyed with the color of its thoughts.” - (5.16) - Marcus Aurelious.
MONDAY
Affirmation: SYNCHRONICITY IS THE UNIVERSE MAKING MOVES IN YOUR DIRECTION ... FOR YOU ... UNBEKNOWNST TO YOU
Nothing that has happened to you, good or bad, is fate. The universe has been moving you towards your purpose, guiding you each step of the way. Failure was just a redirection away from the person, place, or thing that wasn't meant for you, freeing you up to move to the person, place, or thing meant for you. Sometimes it happens quick. Most of the time it takes a bit. In any event, remember this simple phrase: What was meant for you shall not pass you by!
TUESDAY
Affirmation: STOICISM ... THIS IS THE WAY!
The philosophy is built on four primary virtues: wisdom, courage, justice, and temperance. Wisdom helps us distinguish what we can control from what we cannot. Courage enables us to face difficulties with resilience rather than fear. Justice guides us to act fairly and consider the welfare of others. Temperance teaches moderation and self-restraint, preventing our desires or emotions from overwhelming rational decision-making.
By beginning the day with intention, we can strengthen our ability to respond thoughtfully rather than react impulsively. Discipline, likewise, is not about perfection, but about consistency. It is the steady effort to align our actions with our values, even when it is difficult.
WEDNESDAY
Affirmation: WORK TO YOUR FULLEST CAPABILITY
"If you plan on being anything less than you are capable of being, you will probably be unhappy all the days of your life." - A. Maslow
Spent the day in a mental cloud of sadness. The job hunt is fruitless ... what is even the point anymore?!
In political news, the HOUSE and SENATE flipped to Blue .. meaning, Republicans lost their foothold to Democrats, most notably in traditionally RED states like Texas.
THURSDAY
Affirmation: NONCE
Getting restless from not having a job; 0 jobs applied to today!
FRIDAY
Affirmation: NONCE
Dedicated the morning to interviewing at a job onsite in Chelsea (NYC). Gorgeous location, awesome ambiance, and remotely good pay. "Cheese Monger" is the role.
SATURDAY/SUNDAY
Affirmation: KEEP GRINDIN’
statement for any relevant fun side projects
What We’re Grateful For
- Grateful for another successful week
- As always, grateful for a happy home, a full fridge, and treats
- Thankful for the interview at EATALY. It was a decent gig .. hoping it works out
What We Loved
- The fall season
What We Learned
- [API PT] - Paused!
- [WEB PT] - OpenSea ... still going
- [Cloud Sec.] Module 3 - Security Lifecycle ... still going
- [WRITE] "Husb." ... still going
- [ANDROID PT] - Android Device Storage
- [WRITE] Medium
- [WRITE] Substack (maybe)
TO DO
IN PROGRESS
DONE
What We Longed For
- A good job with pay. AI Red teaming is becoming a real idea. QAE and Pentesting come a close second.
What We Loathed
- The 2026 job market
- Not being able to honor my wedding anniversary the right way .. because there's no money. It ends now!!
- The current president and his administration.
- Shitty recruiters
- Being broke!
